There is no lonelier feeling then being afoot without a phone because your van broke down and your pockets are almost empty as is your bank account, I couldn't call any friends to help, no money for a tow, or to even fix it. Oh try and get help from DHS, they don't care, seems like their job is to reject you, they don't tell you why, or what you are doing wrong, haven't been able to pay rent for months, will be thrown out on my ear I fear, no cable, no phone, no gas, no hot water, cupboards near empty, I need help and they don't care. Those who know how to play the game gets it all, me I have no game to play, or I don't know how to play it, or even the rules, all I know is apply and denied.
I'm just not good at asking for help, or saying how scared I am, no one reads my blog anyway so I can write what I want, my dreams are all slipping away and they are all that I have that keeps me alive :-(
