The forgotten Begotten

No one knows what it is like for me to not be wanted by anyone, to have to disassociate i order to survive the loneliness, I am NEVER anyone's priority, only an after thought, if I don't initiate there is nothing, and I am tired, it may be years before anyone finds this note because no one bathers to check out my Facebook information with the link to this site, my thoughts, all my poems all go unread, I'm dying and no one cares, It doesn't matter cause I don't matter....