I didn't ask for my life to be like this, it isn't what I wanted,
A normal life is what I sought, not to be alone and haunted
I dreamed of a family and kids of my own
not abandoned and left all alone
My first wife was infertile and a cheat who broke my heart
her secrets and lies is what drove us apart
My second was mean with a son, but I consented
to be his father, but of me he only resented
My last three girlfriends died really quick
it wasn't my fault but it's made me real sick
Even my fantasy relationship didn't work out
alwayz one way, when it's for me she's never about
I'm fastly becoming a bitter old man
because NOTHING turns out the way I plan
I didn't expect my life to be full of bliss
But I didn't ask for my life to be like this
© 2016 Paul Millard
