Died of a broken heart

Everyone knew I was falling apart
but did nothing to save me
so if you find me dead, and you will
I died alone of a broken heart

I've been crying everyday and I can't stop
everything bothers me and nothing is right
My therapist wasn't interested in seeing me
even she finds me hopeless I guess

Sharon Kesson dying was such a shock
I loved her so much, but then she was gone
we only just begun and then I was one
she's the first one I loved who loved me back

Everyone else i loved, was in love with someone else, there just is no love for me, it is so lonely without any human touch, I'm so repulsive I can't even get a kiss

I tried to belong, but I just don't fit
not being loved drives me out of my wits
I begged for love, but it never came
and with no where else to go, I go insane