Forgotten Begotten

It was hard to be married to someone who saw everyone else's pain but couldn't or didn't see mine, while everyone else got nurturing, I was left to my own devices as I was growing up, my feelings, my fears went unanswered leaving me all alone,  disenfranchised lost in my own little world, I wasn't wanted, except for my paycheck and health insurance, so when I left why was it my fault ? She pushed me away, no one wanted me to be family or they'd given me a part. I almost changed my mind and stayed until I came home and found MY tree stripped of it's bark left to die, I invested a lot of time and effort to see to it, that the tree grew up straight and balanced, it was a male Mulberry tree, so no fruit or sap dripping from it....anyway when they killed it, they killed any chance of me staying...... Nothing is changed I still help everyone, and no one is there for me, I have needs too. I am the forgotten begotten..